its me Gitagit, so-what?

Adorable, the Dancing Queen, young and sweet, only fifteen!

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Indescribable. Unpredictable.

April 12, 2012

Yang saya mau.

Kalau saja bisa memutar waktu, maukah kau kembali?
Berusaha memperbaiki semuanya?
Jika kau mau, mungkin saya tidak..
Saya hanya ingin diberikan kekuatan,
untuk menghadapi semua yang akan datang kepada saya.
Baik itu rasa rindu kepada kamu, maupun semua kejutan yang mungkin kamu berikan pada saya.
Saya sudah dikejutkan beberapa kejadian,
dan..
Sungguh saya pun tidak mengerti,
bagaimana saya mendeskripsikan perasaan saya.
Hancur? Mungkin sudah menjadi debu yang terbuai oleh angin.
Tidaklah tersisa sedikit pun rasa,
semua mati.
Ya. Mati.
Yang saya tahu hanyalah,
saya terus berdoa untuk kamu. Itu saja.

Januari 20, 2012

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Hallo,
Going through broken heart is not easy, is it? Huff  call me pathetic tapi…ga gampang aja ngelepasin semuanya.. Maaf kalo terlihat lemah, terlihat terlalu galau.. Padahal semuanya udah susah-susah bikin seneng, udah capek-capek nasehatin tapi tetep aja kaya gini.

Do I look miserable lately? Kalo boleh milih, gue gamau keliatan lemah depan semuanya. Tapi kadang gue jg gabisa boongin diri sendiri. Gue cuma mau ngabisin sedihnya di awal aja biar ntar di belakangnya ga kebawa terus terusan.. Salah ga? Yaudahlah jalan pikiran orang emang beda-beda..

Gue bukannya mau ngumbar2 masalah pribadi gue, gue nulis ini karena emang ini car ague buat numpahin semua perasaan gue.. Bagi yang gabisa nerima ini, yasudah gausah dibaca ajah.. Gue gamaksud apa-apa juga kok nulis ini, mungkin ada sedikit yang bisa gue share sama kalian semua kalo baca ini..

Intinya sih yang mau gue omongin disini sih perubahan sama perpisahan. Siapa sih yang ga takut perubahan? Mau itu perubahan ke yang lebih baik atau buruk, dua-duanya sama sama gaenak di awal. Sesuatu yang terbiasa lo lakuin berbulan bulan atau bertahun tahun tiba tiba berubah.. atau mungkin hilang. Sesuatu dimana kadang itu satu-satunya tempat lo terakhir buat nyender, buat numpahin semua kesalahan lo, tempat lo ngebagi kebahagiaan yang lo punya, semuanya tiba2 ilang gitu aja. Kalo kata Coldplay, nobody said it was easy. Ini jauh lebih susah dari ngafalin rumus fisika SMA haha lebay tapi temen-temen gue selalu yakinin gue kalo Tuhan pasti punya maksud dari semuanya. Mungkin aja gue emang diharusin fokus ke ayahbunda gue dulu, fokus uan snmptn, fokus ke temen-temen SMA yang udah tinggal bentar lagi pisah, fokus ke temen-temen diluar sana yang siapa tau entar ketemu pas kuliah.
Kalo lagi tenang, gue bisa mikir jernih, gue bisa aja berubah jadi orang paling (sok) dewasa di dunia ini hahaha contohnya begini..tapi kalo kangennya udah mulai dateng, gue bisa berubah jadi orang paling lemah, orang paling cengeng, paling payah, semuanya deh.. Cuma ya emang gue nyadar ko butuh waktu, it takes time. Berapa lama waktu yang lo butuhin itu tergantung dari kemauan lo..

Ada yang bilang sama gue kalo gue harus terus berjuang dapetin apa yang gue mau, gue harus berusaha, gue harus tunjukin kalo gue emang mau.. Ayah bunda gue selalu ngajarin gue buat terus fight gaboleh gampang nyerah, tapi mereka juga ngajarin gue untuk bersikap realistis.. Sesuai realita dan tidak pernah memaksakan sesuatu yang emang bukan punya kita. Buat apa juga kita mati-matian ngejaga sesuatu tapi apa yang kita jaga ga bahagia sama kita.. Bukannya lebih sakit kalo tahu kita gabisa bikin orang yang kita sayang itu seneng? Bakal ada kesan terpaksa juga ujungnya..

Gue percaya, kalo Tuhan emg udah mutusin sesuatu yang emang bakal jadi milik kita, itu semua bakal balik ke kita sesusah apapun kita usaha buat menghindar. Tapi kalo emang bukan punya kita, semuanya bakal pergi dari kita sesusah apapun kita berusaha buat ngejaga itu.. Mungkin aja suatu saat gue ketemu dia lagi dan balik lagi, mungkin juga gue gaakan ketemu dia lagi.. Berat sih kadang kalo mikirin apa aja yang udah dilewatin bareng, ketawa bareng, sedih bareng.. Tapi  gue juga gamau terus terusan kaya gini.. Gue juga mau kuat lagi, gue mau ketawa ketawa kaya dulu lagi.. Gue mau sukses, gue udah kehilangan orang yang gue sayang, jadi gue gamau kehilangan masa depan gue..

Dan seenggaknya, ini ngebuka mata gue kalo gue masih punya orang-orang yang sayang sama gue, yang perhatian sama gue.. Dan gue, gaakan pernah nyesel sama apa yang gue lakuin di akhirnya, karena gue udah berusaha ngasih apapun yang gue punya, udah perjuangin semuanya..
Buat semuanya, gue cuma gamau lo semua ngejanjiin orang2 yang lo sayang bahwa lo gaakan pernah ninggalin dia.. Karena lo ga pernah tau apa yang Tuhan punya buat elo di depannya nanti.

Terakhir, saya mau minta maaf kalo banyak salah, sudah mau UAN SNMPTN, mohon doa dari semuanya biar lancar.
Xoxo, Gicil.

And here it is, my letter for you,
Munafik banget kalo aku bilang aku udah ikhlas sama semuanya, bohong banget kalo aku bilang aku udah  bisa seneng-seneng.. aku masih fight ko tetep  buat kamu, tapi bukan dengan maksain kamu balik sama aku.. Aku bakal kasih kamu apapun yang kamu mau, tho it means aku harus kehilangan kamu, harus ditinggalin sama kamu. Am just giving u a chance to be happy dan aku harap aku bisa bikin kamu bener bener seneng dengan ngasih ini.. Aku janji sama diri aku sendiri, aku ada disini terus, aku tetep disini, buat kamu. Kapanpun kamu butuh aku, km tau harus cari aku dimana. You always know where to find me : ‘) Kamu goodluck buat semuanya, semoga selalu dapet yang terbaik.

November 02, 2011

just dont be..

Where have you been?

Boys say sorry when girls had enough for the pains they give and try to walk away.

Boys stay when girls move on.

Boys try their best when girls wiped their tears.

Boys change their bad behaviour when girls have let him go.

Boys get so weak when girls get so strong.

Boys stop ignore girls when girls ignore them.

Boys cry over girls when girls back on their knees.

Boys remember when girls try to forget.

Boys misses girls when girls try their best to fall in love with another men.

Boys realize they have the best when girls met men who will treat them right.

I asked you, where have you been?

Where have you been when she says sorry because she values her relationship more than her ego.

Where have you been when she tried her best fighting the voices inside of her head to stay.

Where have you been when she's crying and you're the one she wishes to wipe her tears.

Where have you been when she changed a lot for you.

Where have you been when you are the one who gives her strength yet you're the one that makes her on her worst moment.

Where have you been when she was panic because you ignore them, and asked all of your friends where you were just because she cared too much then you thought she was annoying.

Where have you been when she kneels and pray you would be just there for her.

Where have you been when you are the only thing that's in her mind.

Where have you been when she misses you but she couldn't talk to you because you said you were busy.

Where have you been when she's still thinking that you're the best for her even thought you are the only person who ruined her whole heart.

After all, you were the person she never wanted to lose.

But you didn't care she was there.

You didn't care she cried.

You said "It's all up to you." when she was hoping you would say "Please stay."

You stayed awesome and legendary when she wasn't okay.

You were busy when she was waiting a news from you.

You betrayed her when she trusted you.

You put your friends and hobbies first when she waited you to come.

And all of the things she wish you would do but you didn't do..

Cause basically girls would do everything she could do for you.

She would kiss and hug you all night long just because she wanted to.

She would stay sweet even though you won't care the little things she pays attention to.

After all, she would love you all the time even though you broke her heart. :)

And boys, have you told your girlfriend you love her? How much do you love her, just let her know.

Have you given a smiley through messages when you can't do it in person?

Those things would make their day.

But psst.. if she acts like what you do to her. She's just avoiding herself of getting hurt deeper and deeper.

I love you. But I'm afraid of getting hurt like days before.

Where you didn't care at all. :)

Her feelings

She is waiting for you.

She gives her full time.

She's busy, but still she replied your text.

She asks you to stay.

She gives all of her attention.

She smiles over the pain you give.

She hugs you with her feelings.

She stares at you with her feelings.

She watches you when you sleep.

She kisses you when you don't wake up.

She's looking at you during your tournament.

She's praying for you.

She thinks of you even she's with her friends.

She's proud of you.

She tells the good stories about you.

She laughs at your not funny jokes.

She says thanks to everything you did for her.

She says sorry whenever she makes a mistake.

She chooses to spend a day with you instead of spending a day with her bestfriends.

She always holds her phone cause she's waiting a text/a call from him.

She comes to your house to have a quality time with you.

She's dreaming about her future's gonna be with you.

She's still waiting on your free time when her bestfriends tell her to leave him.

She's still waiting..

What did she get?

He's not waiting for her.

He gives her no time for her.

He's busy and doesn't want to reply her text.

He won't ask her to stay.

He's still asking what did happen to her when she already gave the reasons.

He doesn't get hurt.

He hugs her just to make his girl happy.

He stares at her and laughs at the other seconds.

He watches tv/handphone when she sleeps.

He tickles to wake her up.

He doesn't see her during his tournament, even though she says good luck everytime your head turns into her.

He prays for himself.

He won't care about his girl everytime he's with his bestfriends.

He says the harsh words when she gets the bad score.

He tweets the bad things about her.

He looks at phone's screen everytime she laughs.

He doesn't say thanks.

He insists he's not making a mistake when he truly does instead of saying sorry and hurting her feelings, making her cry. But still, you stay awesome and legendary..

He asks his friends to hang out instead of his girl.

He holds the phone whenever he's with her and leaves the phone whenever she's not around.

He doesn't pay attention, he cares about his friends.

He's dreaming about what his shoes are gonna be.

He's leaving her whenever his friends tell him he should be.

He's leaving..

She doesn't deserve you, you know? But she still thinks about the greatest things when she tries harder, and holds on more. Even though she gets nothing but hurt, she just tries hader and harder.. thinks that she can through this and everything is going to be okay and normal. Man, everything's not going to be okay when she tries alone, and holds on alone. What she has been doing until she holds on this long just because she's used to the pain you give.

Believe it or not, when she leaves because she's tired of pretending she's okay or even tired of saying it's going to be okay and everything's working out or even she finally meets a man who's gonna put her first instead of all and you read this, your tears would be unstoppable, and you pass this blog to your friends, and your friends are just like "Congratulation, man you just lost the best girl you would never have again" and you want to kick 'em because you're putting their first instead of her.

Whenever men read this, I just hope you would say sorry to your girl and try to hold on together. Don't let her to be alone during her worst moments. Saying sorry for what you've done and hugging her or even spending a day with her would be recover at least a tiny of them.

Just don't be the man who lost her if you have one of this girl type. Just don't be.

Oktober 26, 2011

another confession

Hulla again people.. Its rainy wednesday and it feels so cooold.. I'm wrapping myself under this blanket and listening to playlist named Dreizig. Its Deutsch which has meaning 'thirty'. Thirty is the date where I was officially Dwitya's. Blaah, did I just mention his namee? Well Dwiiit, why can't I get u out of my mind even for an hour?

Well so here it is..the story starts here..
Maybe someday u'll read thiss, and when u read this Dwit, just please don't get mad at me..kay? I just want u to know what I truly feel..I just can't say these to you in person..
Mungkin aku skrg udah keliatan biasaa, udah kaya balik lagi kaya semulaa..I may forgive you tp aku masih belom bisa lupaa..Tp dwit, it doesn't mean aku marah or bete or apapuun, for me, everyone deserves a second chance..apalagi kamu, the only reason of my smile : ). I just want u to use the chance wisely and I hope u won't do the same mistakee.. And don't ever take it for granted :'') *i believe that u will never do that to me*

and for now, All I can say is I love you for everything that it serves out.

Yours,
Gita.

Oktober 21, 2011

blah

Well hello blog, I had planned to sleep before I went to this site, tp gabisa bobo nih kayanya..I think I have to let out this keganjelan yg ada disini sekarang..
I don't know whether its just my feeling or the truth but I've felt the distance between Dwit and I..gatau harus gimana,tp gabohong ini sedih bgt..call me cengeng, call me sensitive but gue cm mencoba jujur..jujur sama perasaan gue sendiri..
sebelomnya, gue uda janji sm W, kalo gue gaboleh cengeng..but how cud I not cry when I don't have anyone to share..ya gue ga gt dkt sm syapa2 sm anak2 sekolah gue, dkt sih, tp yg gue mau ya gue dipeluk..cukup dipeluk dan dindengerin semua yg gue pgn keluarin tuh udah cukup bgt..I miss Dhika, Dea, Trixie.. : (.
Terlebih dr smuanya, gue kgn Wira..kangen bgt..I don't fuckin care with the miles between us, gue ga peduli kalo intensitas gue buat ktmu dia jarang..all that matters is the quality of our relationship.
Ada yg berubah, gue gaktau apa..entah perasaan gue atau gimaana, tp gue sedih..gue ngerasain sesuatu..someone told me, yg namanya org kuliah, mereka ketemu org baru dan pasti bakal ada masa seneng2 sama temen2nya, lo harus siap sama itu..

Well gue tau kok kalo itu..dan gue gamau egois, tp gatauuu gue ttp masih ngerasa aneh..belom lg akhir ini emg lg sering berantem..
The distance between us has separated us..and has been decreasing our chat frequency..but it can never make me stop loving my man..never..

Salah gak sih kl gue ngerasa was-was? Salah ga sih kalo gue takut ada cewe yg bs bikin dia nyaman disana, dan pada akhirnya cewe itu ngerebut dia dr gue? Salah ga sih kl gue cm mau ngejaga dia? Salah ga sih kalo gue jealous? Salah ga sih kl gue bete ga dikabarin?

Gue cm gatau gue hrs apa skrg..hrs gimana..hrs biasa aja atau ikutan cuek..shud I stop talking? Stop caring?
Well kalopun emg gue harus begitu, jawabannya gue ga bisa..gapernah bisa, dan gue gamau..sekali lagi, he is my only weakness..
Tp disisi lain, I wanna be chased. Just ONCE. I just wanna feel allright..sekalii aja..

:''(

You will never know how much I miss u, you will never know how much fights I have with myself..
I love you and only you, Dwit..and I'll never be okay without you..and I just can hope u feel the same..

With love,
Gita.

September 20, 2011

Another day of missing you

Hey there my online diary,
Its cold tuesday night and am here sitting on my bed..

There is a boy,
the most important one,
the cutest one,
the most annoying one ;).
and he has been in thought for hours..
Wondering where is he, what is he doing and who is he with..
How do i never get tired of thinking about you?
Do you feel the same? Do you think about me too?
Do you miss me? Like aching-in-your-heart pain you just cant ignore?
Staying awake at night, too busy worrying someone you love the most, like ur mind is going on and on?
Cause thats what i feel, every single day..


Tho you are far away from me, you will never ever be replaced..
You know i love you too much that even the dictionary doesnt have any words to represent my feelings for you..
This feeling right here, is the exact reason why i never gave up when everyone else said to stop trying..
I just want you to look at me like you have never looked at anyone else..
I want you to look at me like i have something other girls dont..
I want to be the one chance you take,
and i hope that i will be the last one you ever took..

I'll give you my all,
i will always be here at the side of your stage,
letting you live your life,
and i hope i will always be the reason of your smile.. 
I dont wanna waste my time with someone who is not you..
Its like why would i ever look for something in someone wlse when i already see everything on you : )

I love you Wira Dwitya. I did, i do, and i always will.

Desember 08, 2010

Words for You


When I'm not there, do you think of me?
When you're sad and something's bothering you, do you wish I were there to help comfort you?
When you've had a long hard day, do you smile knowing that soon you'll be seeing me, and everything will seem better, even if it's just for a moment?
When you lay down at night,
 do you look back and cherish the new memories you've made with me?

And when you get up in the morning, does everything inside of you smile, knowing that this will be another day that we'll be together?









Because that's how I think of you...

Desember 07, 2010

So Random

Ive told that i will take a bath in my prev post, but... still mager hereeee. Haha!! I just cut my long haiiiir btwww! AAAAA it freaked me out but its not as bad as i imagined before. Wanna see? :p(narcisism).

Then



Now






















What do you guys think? Which one is better, huh? I still feel weird with my nu hair haha idk why.. Btw  im in my happiest mood now. Cause the one that ive been waiting for will be here in 3weeks. 3 WEEKS! Really i cant wait to see him. Its been more then 1 year i havent seen him. I use to see his face from skype (well thanks to skype btw).. :) There's nothing happier than knowing this fact kay! haha i think its enough :)

xoxo, gits

Juli 28, 2010

Coba Katakan

Coba coba katakan kepadaku bahwa kita sedang berjalan menuju satu alasan..
Janganlah kau katakan bila kita memang tak ada tujuan, dari apa yang dijalankan..


Aku tak ingin terus terdiam memandangi harapan,
perbedaan dan manis cinta yang berujung kecewa,
aku tak ingin menunggu seuatu yang tak pasti,
lebih baik kita menangis dan terluka hari ini..


Coba coba katakan kepadaku sekali lagi bila kita memang benar akan kesana
buktikan dan buatlah ku percaya bahwa kita bisa, mewujudkan bahagia..


aku tak ingin terus terdiam memandangi harapan
perbedaan dan manis cinta dan berujung kecewa
aku tak ingin menunggu sesuatu yang tak pasti
lebih baik kita menangis dan terluka hari ini


habis sudah semua rangkai kata,
tlah terungkap semua yang kurasa
yang ku ingin akhir yang bahagia..



Gatau kenapa ya lagu ini lagi menggambarkan gue banget. aduh sebenernya gue gamau curhat di blog tapi gimana lagi.. gatau harus cerita ke siapa..
oke post kali ini bakalan dangdut banget kali ya bodo ah gue ga peduli..

gue tau ya gue bukan siapa-siapa.. pacar lo aja gue bukan.. gue tau gue GAK PUNYA hak buat marah. Buat cemburu aja gue gak punya hak.
Tapi, kalo emang lo mau gue pergi dan ganggu hidup lo, lo bisa bilang sama gue. Lo boleh maki2 gue. Lo boleh deh ngapain aja, asal jangan pernah lo anggep gue anak kecil yang bisa lo mainin gitu aja..
Lo tau gue sesayang apa sama lo, dan gue minta tolong. kalo pun lo emang gabisa sayang sama gue, gapapa, tapi jangan pernah mainin gue dan tolong hargain perasaan gue.
It hurts when i read that. It really hurts.


i made a letter for you, hope you will read it..



Dear ****,


I know its so silly..
But i will never be able to tell you goodbye.. I just love you too much.. 
I still wonder if you still love me.. 
I still love you like when we were still us.. i love you even more,
i cant say that i have moved on, cause there is no me without you.. 
BUT I CANT BELIEVE HOW MUCH YOU HURT ME, WHY-DO-I-EVEN-CARE?
I trusted you with my heart,
 and now you have torn it apart..
You dont see what you are doing to me..
You dont understand how much this is breaking..
And i just wish you would realize it..
Im nobody else when you are with her..
i did my best to smile whole day..
But immediately as i saw you with her; it hurts my whole heart..

with love and tears,
Gita

Juni 20, 2010

Perpisahan? Secepat ini?

"Setiap ada pertemuan, pasti akan ada perpisahan".
"Sesuatu yang menurut kita baik dan menyenangkan, belom tentu menjadi sesuatu yang terbaik buat kita. Tuhan selalu memiliki rencana"


Kedua kalimat diatas berhubungan sama postingan gue kali ini. Ini mungkin gue akan curhat, sekaligus share sama lo semua yang baca ini. Gue harap gue gak terlalu lebay menuliskan ini, tapi.... inilah yang sebenernya terjadi.


Gue masuk SMAN Unggulan MH Thamrin satu tahun yang lalu. Dimana semuanya berubah secara drastis. Yang tadinya gue manja, gak pernah beresin kamar, apa2 sama mbak. Sekarang gue belajar hidup sendiri. Di pelajaran juga sangat drastis, sekolah gue ngejar plejaran kelas 10, 11, 12 dalam jangka waktu 1 tahun. Can u imagine? Stress? Pasti. Capek? Banget.
Hidup gue bener bener berubah total disini.


Satu hal perubahan terbesar di hidup gue semenjak masuk sini adalah dalam masalah agama. Gue jadi lebih rajin beribadah. Salah satu faktor yang sangat mendukung gue adalah guru TIK gue. Beliau bernama Pak Kamal.
Gue semakin termotivasi untuk tahu Islam lebih banyak karena beliau. Dan Beliau adalah tempat curhat gue dalam kondisi apapun. Dan beliau selalu memiliki cara membuat gue tenang.
Yang selalu beliau katakan adalah "serahkan semua sama Allah git".
Selama 5 bulan berturut-turut, gue banyak mengadu dan cerita sama Pak Kamal. Mulai dari pelajaran, guru-guru disini, masalah cinta, dan lain-lain. Beliau hampir tau semua tentang gue.
Pelan-pelan, beliau mengajak gue untuk menghafal Al-Quran, dan gue pun tertarik. Sumpah. Gue mendadak rajin baca Al-Quran. dan rajin bawa Al-Quran. Gue dan anak MHT lainnya ikut menghafal Al-Quran setiap hari kamis malam. And yeah, we enjoyed it.


Sampe akhirnya kemaren, Pak Kamal bilang kalo hari Jumat adalah keputusan dinas apakah guru guru disini diperpanjang atau dikembalikan ke sekolah asal. And the result is.... Pak Kamal di kembaliin ke sekolah asal bersama Mrs Desi, Pak Ridwan, Pak Rahman, Pak Zai, Mrs Maya, Pak Adri, dan Bu Yayuk. Ya know, gue nyesek. Banget. Although sometimes i complained bout them, they are my parents here. Dan gue sudah nyaman dengan mereka. Walopun.. ada diantara mereka yang bener-bener ngeselin. Tapi, kalo ga begitu, gue gapunya kenangan tersendiri.


Yang gue ga ngerti, atas dasar apa Dinas buat keputusan itu? Kalo dilihat dari segi ngajar, Mrs Desi gausah diraguin lagi. Beliau punya pengalaman banyak. Gue bener bener gak ngerti sama Dinas. Mereka tau apa sih tentang sekolah gue? Yang mereka tau, sekolah ini sekolah Unggulan? Selebihnya? Mana? Fasilitas juga belom lengkap2 amat. Dan masalah guru? Emang mereka yang belajar? Mereka yang ngerasain? Seenaknya banget sih bikin keputusan. Gak liat apa pengorbanan guru2? Kalo gitu ngapain coba mereka di test buat masuk disini kalo emang buat dikembaliin lagi ke sekolah asal? Gak mikir apa ya.
Masalah kualitas guru pengganti, gue yakin kok Dinas bakal gantiin dengan derajat guru yang setara atau lebih bagus. Tapi yang gue gabisa terima adalah GUE HARUS ADAPTASI lagi dengan guru yang baru. Segampang itu apa gue adaptasi lagi?



Tadi pagi, Pak Kamal dateng ke sekolah. Beliau bilang mau bicara sama gue. Akhirnya gue ketemu di kantin. Beliau bilang bahwa beliau mau ngasih gue sesuatu. Dan ternyata beliau ngasih gue Al-Quran kecil kesayangan beliau. Yang gue tau, itu Al-Quran banyak menyelematkan hidup Pak Kamal ketika Pak Kamal mau dicopet dan segala macem. Dan gue ngerasa, ini bener bener amanah banget gue dikasih Al-Quran kesayangan beliau. Dan Pak Kamal juga pesen ke gue, kalo dia udah ga disini lagi, dia mau gue tetep rajin shalat, shalat dhuha, baca Quran, dan lain-lain. (oke bagian menulis ini gue cukup banyak menitikkan air mata). Ini ada foto Al-Quran yang beliau kasih.


Gue ngerasa, belom cukup banget gue kenal sama Pak Kamal, Mrs Desi, dll. Ini baru satu tahun. Dan gue ngerasa, kita semua bangun sekolah ini sama-sama, bareng-bareng. Gak adil aja rasanya kalo dinas harus mengembalikkan mereka. Sekali lagi. Mereka masuk sini juga sama kaya kita, di test. Kalo emang mau dikembalikan ke sekolah asal lagi, buat apa ada test untuk guru?


I feel like this life is unfair. sometimes. Kenapa selalu ada orang yang bisa ngatur seenaknya. Sementara yang lain cuma bisa pasrah untuk menuruti peraturan itu.
Kenapa selalu ada kata perpisahan. Kalopun memang ada, kenapa harus secepat ini.


Pak Kamal bilang, sesuatu yang menurut kita baik, belom tentu jadi yang terbaik buat hidup kita. Allah SWT selalu punya rencana lain. Rencana yang lebih indah. Dan, gue harus mempercayai itu karena gue yakin Allah SWT akan ngasih yang terbaik buat gue, Pak Kamal, Mrs Desi, guru guru disini, dan semua murid MHT.


Mungkin ini aja dulu postingan gue. Maaf kalo membosankan.


Tschus,
Gitagicil.

Maret 12, 2010

Penyalahgunaan Kemajuan Teknologi

Assalamualaikum, Hallo semua! Apakabar? hehe lama banget ya ga ngeblog, ini dikarenakan tugas tugas dan ulangan yang membuat saya pusing. Hu jadi anak SMA gaenak ya? haha yaudah kita lanjut ke topik. Kali ini gue mau bahas tentang "Penyalahgunaan Kemajuan Teknologi".

Hm mungkin disini gue gak bahas semuanya, tapi gue bahas yang lagi Hot-hotnya aja kali ya.

Jadi begini, sekarang kan ABG ABG lagi pada keranjingan sama Twitter dan Formspring nih. Kerjaannya update mulu tuh twitter, ada yang tiap menit, tiap jam, pokoknya tiada hari tanpa twitter lah(gue juga termasuk haha). Trus ada lagi nih yang namanya Formspring. Ya pada tau kan Formspring tuh buat "ask anything". tapi kok kayanya ada yang menyalahgunakan kata-kata "ANYTHING"nya ya? Anything disini tuh maksudnya Apa-aja tetapi tidak-berbau-sara atau sebagainya. Apalagi sampe menghina orang itu dan menyebutkan kata-kata yang gak pantas disebutkan. Contoh: "Eh lo pec*n ya dasar p*rek blablablabla". Banyak banget sekarang ini yang menyalahgunakan Formspring dengan melakukan hal seperti itu dan parahnya lagi, MEREKA-GAKBERANI ATAU GAKMAU-MUNCULIN-USER/NAMA. Ouch people nowadays....
Gue heran aja gitu, kemajuan teknologi sekarang ini harusnya dimanfaatin sebaik-baiknya, apalagi buat Indonesia. Kita semua harus manfaatin biar kita makin maju, bukannya malu-maluin kayak gini. Berapa kali kita muncul di Trending Topic twitter dan itu adalah hal-hal yang SANGAT AMAT GA PENTING SEKALI.
Yang pantes kita lakuin itu adalah manfaatin dan ngembangin kemajuan teknologi ini biar jadi lebih baik dan lebih baik lagi. Yg suka ngatain di formspring, kalian harusnya sadar, sikap kalian itu cuma bikin Indonesia makin malu-maluin dan GAK ADA GUNANYA banget ngurusin hidup orang, mending lo urusin hidup lo sendiri dan pikirin apa yang bisa lo lakuin buat bikin Indonesia lebih baik. Daripada ngespam gitu.

Kay mungkin itu aja kali ya post kali ini, hehe bye people.
Kisses :*:*:*:*

P.S: JJF 2010 Asik tapi kurang terkoodinir hehe tapi i enjoyed it kok! hehe semoga ke depannya lebih baik :D

Februari 08, 2010

Haters? They just love me too-much.

Hallo! Apakabar? Wah kangen deh nulis di blog ini huhu semenjak SMA jadi jarang ngbelog :( padahal uda banyak banget ide yg udah ku tulis di buku notesku!! Okelah kita mulai untuk tema hari ini adalah tentang Haters!!

Okeh seperti apa yg teman saya sekaligus inspirasi saya, Aldy Shekoski, bilang "Haters make us famous" (maap ya Dy gue bawa bawa nama lo). That was a true statement guys. Haters-make-us-famous.

Akhir-akhir ini saya mendengar ada orang menyampaikan ke saya bahwa ada banyak gossip gaenak tentang saya selama saya di asrama. Ada yg bilang saya sudah menikah dll. Haha lucu sekali kan gossipnya? Pertama kali saya mendengar kabar itu, jujur saya shock. Saya kaget. Saya marah, sedih, kecewa, semuanya campur aduk. Saya hanya bingung, kenapa ada orang setega itu sama saya. Tapi saya ingat bahwa saya tidak boleh melihat dari posisi saya saja dan dari sisi negatifnya. Hal positif yg saya lihat adalah Mungkin saja orang itu sayang sekali sama saya sehingga ingin saya terkenal, atau dia terlalu memperhatikan saya dan ingin tau apa yg saya lakukan sehingga membuat gossip aneh2.:) I do love my haters guys!! But hey, I really don't care with the statements that they've made. That's what I'm not!! People will know the truth someday!

Intinya, kalo ada org ngomongin lo dan bikin gossip aneh2, just leave them. They just want to get ur attention haha. Dan jangan lihat sisi negatifnyaaa ayo kita lihat sisi positif dan ambil hikmah yg bs kita dapatkan dr masalah ini. And please, don't ever care with them. Your life is yours. Tp bukan berarti kita harus bersikap seenaknya yah :)

Last, I just want to say HELLO MY HATERS, I LOVE YAAAA :* Thanks for everything.

Xoxo -gittsss